dretched in white

an outting happened yesterday,
that only happens once a year
and because my year is coming to an end, i attend
with a boy of dark skin and a beautiful face

i was dressed in a long dark, purple dress with ruffles on the top
he, had a black suit on and a white shirt that opened his face
we pictured it, and we took pictures

in these pictures, you only saw the excitment in our eyes
and also in our bodies
but these were the reasons of ectasy
reasons of love, no doubt and pureness

we could not eat any of the food
but he loved the chicken we got served
we were untouchable but we touched every second we could
playing with my hair, tracing my spine, tasting my lips

listen and think when i say
it all comes to an end

we sit by the fire at home
and smoke the harshest of cigerattes
and consumed all the rum we possibly could
the conversation was flawless and never ending
we talked of your country and i spoke in silence
we poured gasoline into the fire to keep it lasting
only wishing we could last
i was not allowed to talk of my year ending or where i was going
i only said we will be okay

we went to the bed at the early hours of the morning
and we kissed, we touched our soft skin
we made it all last
til the moment ended by us closing our eyes and dipping into oblivion

i will miss this all
as much as i say i will not
but the truth is real, and i have not become real yet