lima, day one

i arrived today, alone and starting again
on the plane, i felt as though
everything was ok

that even if i were to runaway from the pains
at least i have place to runaway too, that saves me

plane to plane
mile to mile

you were getting farther and farther away
even though, you already were

but it felt good, to think i have no reminder
in the mornings of you
no photos
not recollection of your doings

and i was happy to see, that even if i were to look
i could never find you here
not in the streets
the cars
the bars
my bed
nowhere, to be found

and i am as well nowhere to be found
i smile and glad that i can only look forward now