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if i say goodbye to someone

is it, that it is an acutal goodbye

or is it left up to the future and my doings

i wonder when i say goodbye

how it give me heartache and pains

questions of how it will be if i were to see the person again

if those heartaches and pains

coming flying back, or do they just always stay

because i know a person can never stay for too long

long enough to get the heart beating and musing of how long this will be

but, if i leave

and the other is forced to say goodbye

do they ask the same question

being careful of what they give me

and conscious of their way of saying goodbye

because forever is forever

how am i suppose to say goodbye forever

if the heart is unable to see forever in a life

then, i see and i say

continue on, if they say goodbye

it is a goodbye

never think, when will be the next hello

i plan and dream

of all those next hellos'

but, planning makes it less true and reliable

i believe i will sit and muse

for the rest of my forever